staring blankly

perseverance. drive. fire.

the things that keep me going no matter what happens.
in a lot of ways, i can be the most twisted person to know.
but i've never ever, in my entire existence been known
to promise a friend to always be there for them whenever
they need me... only to go back on my word and do the
exact opposite. i have never done such a cowardly and
pathetic act. no matter how tragic or depressing the
circumstance may be. but it all doesn't matter in the end,
because you've already made your decision. how close-minded.
how tragic.

people spread rumors and lies about me, but karma will
turn and punish them for what they do, what they say.
in the end you'll all get what you deserve and i'll sit
here and just stare. stare blankly at the scene unfolding
as you get what's coming. my heart filled with pity.

what goes around, comes around. goodnight.