first of 2011

it's already three months into this year.
great way to state the obvious. =P
currently feeling a great deal of melancholy.
successfully have two tracks under my belt.
continuing on with my business degree
as well as continuing language classes in
korean and once that's complete i'll start
mandarin.

but in this moment, my mind is numb and is
being swallowed by black emptiness.
i want nothing more than to be in that
warm all consuming hug i always dream about.

it's seems that the only time i ever feel
truly happy nowadays is when i'm singing
like i'm about to die. that cathartic release,
is what i live for right now...

and sleeping. dreaming of those hugs.